I’m moving sluggishly slow through the current reading. After weeks of trying to fit it into my schedule, I have a third of the book to show for my effort. Still, it’s given me a great deal to think about, and all of the resulting questions are new topics of discussion between me and my psychiatrist.
The primary research question of Robert Whitaker’s Anatomy of an Epidemic: Magic Bullets, Psychiatric Drugs, and the Astonishing Rise of Mental Illness in America (which is a combination of a review of existing literature and interviews) is
“If we have treatments that effectively address these disorders, why has mental illness become an ever-greater health problem in the United States?” (12).
The findings presented center (at least thus far) around what psychopharmaceuticals actually do to the brain in the short and long term. That is not what I’m going to talk about here.
Question: How many people who read and participate in this forum believe that a chemical imbalance is to blame for their mental illness? There is no doubt in my mind that there is a biological cause to mental illness, but it seems not to be a chemical imbalance. At least, not as far as science has been able to show to date. I believed the chemical imbalance theory until I read the following and talked to my doctor:
“From a scientific point of view, it is apparent today that the chemical imbalance hypothesis was always wobbly in kind, and many of the scientists who watched its rise and fall have looked back on it with a bit of embarrassment” (75).
Rise and Fall? When did this hypothesis “fall”? Whitaker continues
“Yet a societal belief in chemical imbalances has remained (for reasons that will be explored later), and it has led those who have investigated and written about this history to emphasize, time and again, the same bottom-line conclusion. ‘The evidence does not support any of the biochemical theories of mental illness,’ concluded Elliot Valenstein, a professor of neuroscience at the University of Michigan, in his 1998 book Blaming the Brain” (75).
1998? It’s 2011, and “chemical imbalance” is still touted as the cause of mental illness. Valenstein is not the only one quoted in that paragraph. Among others, U.S. surgeon general David Satcher has said the same thing.
Ever wonder why it takes rounds of trial-and-error to find a meds regimen that works for you? It seems to be because those meds affect your brain chemistry, and your brain chemistry is not the cause of mental illness. (In fact, there is also an undeniable amount of evidence supporting the claim that the CHEMICALS of a MI brain are pretty much just as balanced as those in a ‘normal’ brain.) At best, when they work, meds affect our symptoms right now. They do nothing to reverse or curb or change or alleviate the cause. Now, don’t get me wrong: my symptoms need to be addressed, even when we don’t know the cause, to help me live my life the way I want to. But don’t lie to me about it.
I have said many times that I am lucky to have my doctor. She doesn’t lie to me. I asked her these questions, and she told me that “chemical imbalance” is code and, in and of itself, is a meaningless and empty phrase.
I’m becoming skeptical. I’m becoming worried. I’m becoming angry with the pharmaceutical industry whose products I rely on daily. As I progress through Whitaker’s book, I’m reading about the research surrounding the long-term prognosis for patients whose brain chemistry is being irreversibly altered by these drugs.
I will continue to take my meds, but I want some truth. I feel lied to. I am not a child, and I don’t need the dumbed-down version. Don’t tell me my brain is broken until you actually know that it is. Until then, I will tell you when it feels not-quite-up-to-par. Don’t tell me we know the biological root cause when we clearly don’t. Don’t tell me all this because you think it will make me compliant or you think a little white lie will make me feel better about myself. Don’t tell me my medication is “fixing” anything. My antipsychotics are anti-“psychotic behavior.” They are not anti-psychosis. There is a difference.